寂寞寂寞就好；

很想问，即使才能回自己。以为我寂寞寂寞就好，原来着并不是我所以为的吧。

i wonder how long more i'll be running away. i'm amused by myself, in a strange kind of sense. it's not as if i'm not aware of the problem, or that what's wrong with me. but rather, knowing what is wrong and being too afraid and tired to confront it seems like a totally different thing altogether.

dear self, please be braver and stronger.

明天开始，一切都结束。

love,
hannah