Afraid.

I wonder where people actually get the courage to be who they are, what they are. Truth is, I'm so afraid of everything. I want to do it right but everything within me hesitates. I'm scared. I really am. And I wish someone could hold my hand through it all and tell me everything's gonna be okay. Sometimes I wonder where I'm heading, whether I'm heading in the right direction. Whether I got my priorities straight. If at the end of the day I can say with such certainty "I've tried my best". I really don't know. But I wish I did.

I wish I was smarter. I wish I was prettier. I wish I could know the things I don't know. I wish, I'll stop being so self centered. Tomorrow marks a new start, and I don't want the past to continuously haunt me. I don't want to live continuously in the shadow of my past. Just cause I didn't succeed, doesn't mean I won't this time. But I'm so caught up with the then, I just can't seem to be able to move forward.

But still, I thank God for who He is, and who He forever will be. His grace will see me through.

So let the praises ring~

Love,
Hannah