still that little child;

the way you see through me, it frightens me a little how you can read me so well. but you always know how i'm feeling then. the broken little girl in me fell in love with you, did you know that? :) you may not be my first, but you will surely, most definitely, be my last. even if it takes 7 years. is that why you sold your ebook at $7? hahahaah! i love you. :)

everything's just.. alright.

believing in the destiny that You have made out for me.

upset;

i don't know why i can't feel happy. i mean, i come home to everything that i want. a new itouch, a new bag, and my debit card arrived. but why am i not happy!? why?! now i sound like a spoilt brat! but i'm not! i assure you, i'm not! and i've got a good paying job and thhe bestest boyfriend one could ever ask for. then how come, right now where i am, i'm not happy!? WHY!?

I KNOW WHY! IT'S BECAUSE THIS THING IS FALLING APART ON ME! IT'S MAKING ME A VERY SAD THING! I'M BEING DEHUMANIZED CAUSE OF THIS PIECE OF TECHNOLOGY THAT'S CURRENTLY TRYING TO DIE ON ME! YOU SEE! IT'S RUINING MY LIFE!

okay, i'm being drama mama, but you see, if i can joke about it, i'm not really pissed anymore, am i? hahahahha! okay, shall call boyfriend now to apologise and tell him i love him. :)