bliss;

so i began my day with a phone call to the sleepyhead monster. HAHAHAH! somehow, i really like hearing his voice. :) breakfast and then captivating. reading it and then praying the prayers the book has at the back, there was almost a sense of relief, peace and forgiveness just kept flowing through me. take away all those pms-y emotions i was feeling at the moment. but in His presence, i was happy, more than happy. :) i wonder, i wonder if this is how i'll feel like after death. hahahah! God is good. God is really really good! :):)

looking up from the window i'm currently facing, the blue skies makes me happy. it's like God's gift to me right now where i am. plus my dad being nice to me cause i'm coughing the house down, literally. i guess, it's the little things you learn to take joy in, the little details only known to you if you take time to observe, and to appreciate.

so even as i was doing my tawg, i came up with a new year resolution - to confide in God, and stop running away from Him throughout the rest of the year. i think it's something i must really stick by. it's time i grew up to be God's princess, rather than a princess of the world. it may take time, loads of it, because i'm so used to running away. but even as i seek Him daily this year, i'm gonna take my questions to Him, be honest to Him and myself, and to admit my mistakes and see how He's gonna teach me. :):)

to you, there's gonna be times when you require me to open up but i keep pulling away, closing in. let me know, because, there are wounds still healing, trust still building, and yeah, i'm work in progress. :)

i'm gonna go to work with a positive attitude and i really need to plan meet ups with my friends!

okay! i'm (almost) ready for this new year! :D