turn away;

sometimes, it's easier to just walk away, to pretend you don't hear the demands. funny how despite and inspite of everything, it all boils down to money.

i don't understand, and i probably never will. we're all flawed beings, on the brink, on the edge. we're all trying to live. but some of us, just the few of us, we're trying to make love work.

but it never does, i sincerely don't think it will.

to believe or not no longer holds weight. because i'll keep trying, again and again. getting hurt, again and again. loving someone, who probably never will love you back.

and it has to be okay.