painful awakening;

so many thoughts running through my mind. only so much i can say to express myself.

please don't let this fall apart.

so.. down. and then everything bad comes at once and you just don't know how to handle them. and then you see it's so much easier to say, "i give up". but it ain't right, isn't supposed to be like that.

safe in my own embrace, then i let the tears fall.

i lost my joy to the coldness of this society. and.. it seems perfectly alright.